Monday, January 10, 2011

Secret Admirer

Forbidden territory is what i had to get myself stuck on... 
imma man of morals, an standards... 
an i follow standards based mainly on "old school" traditions... 
so in other words, reguardless of how good that woman look, if she's taken, she's off limits... 
an boy am i a man to push limits... smh... 
not sayin that im a home wrecker, an wants to see chaos, an domestic violence... 
im just simply saying, there's always an exception to the rules... 
an she is definitely one of them... 
she makes me wanna take a few years back to the past, 
an do what the lil kids used to do in class, 
with sending poems, an love notes, an smilie faces an shiznick like that... 
its not too many people you come across that can wake up such beautiful feelings inside, 
that have bin buried for sooo long... 
an due to the fact that she's taken, makes it even rougher to be "just a friend"... 
ive always looked at myself as above the food chain, 
or atleast to the top of it...  so in other words, 
i was the least likely kid in school to get picked on if you know what i mean...
an usually with such a mentally, 
that man would just have the mind set to just take what he wants, 
and ask questions later... 
but due to me also being a man of respect, 
off limits means, off limits... 
because not only is this woman's skin deep beauty, up to par, 
but she's a "quality" woman... a limited edition... the Cadillac of women... 
an i have always loved quality over quantity...
an even tho she's imperfect, the ironic twist is, 
her imperfections is simply just what makes her perfect... 
so for now, i hide, an remain out of sight, and out of mind... 
if it is ment to be, then it will find its way... 
til then, ill just admire you, in secret...

2 comments:

  1. loved the angst in this along with the longing.

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  2. im glad you liked it ;) there should be alot more comin in the future if your interested...

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